Friday the 13th....oh how I love you so....

I have never considered  myself a particularly 'lucky' person...I mean I am not unlucky but I have not lived my life void of problems or issues...like most of us.  I have always believed that Luck was something you 'make for yourself' ...you can send yourself in a good direction in life or you can chose to dance and dance often with the devil himself....looking for issues that could be called unlucky.  But there is something about Friday the 13th that I have always felt comes looking for me .. to offer  a Big Ole Bouquet of Nice smelling Lucky Roses....  I have actually always looked forward to this day...waiting to see what 'good lucky thing' might happen.  

Over the years I have won money in Vegas on this day, Met a love of my life on this day, got a job on this day, sold dolls on this day, found long lost things on this day, driver licenses on this day, found a home on this day, found a Dog on this day...and the list goes on......67 years worth of lucky Friday the 13's ...

I am however superstitious...very with some things....like spilling salt and a MUST to throw over my shoulder within 5-6 seconds...OR ELSE!!!   Cutting hair only on a full moon, open scissors next to bed if bad dreams persist,  new shoes on table tops (NO) etc etc....I am not superstitious however with umbrellas open in house, ladders, black cats or glass breakage.....   and those are considered the biggies.  I know where I got all of my 'stitions' ...I grew up with people who made sure panic and fears were just at the door....live with it!!!  EEEEK!   (Thanks Mom and Grandma)...   it is really hard to shake many of them.  I know I won't burst into flames or suffer untold anguish ...but I really dislike tempting the hand of faith ...don't fix if it ain't broken kinda stuff....

So I guess over all these years I have set up this day and opened the door for only good things to come through.... which is kinda fun...  

May luck find you where you least expect it to....

Thinking of 'that' when I should be doing the other...

Been a day today  (boy I say that a lot lately.)..starting to think I may be using it as a weird little excuse to not finish things completely....hmmmm...there I go, screwing with myself again.

We are working on our last Miniature Doll setting ...something that both Richard and I came to terms with...and actually feel OK with.... to many reasons to list why.... but suffice it to say with all the balls we have in the air right now, and calculating our age and what we still want to get done in the shorter time allotted ....something had to give....and I am afraid Minis was it!!

Now this is not to say that I might from time to time sneak off by myself and do a little witch bust (oh how I love those so)...but then who knows...will need to learn to focus on what's in front of us..."SQUIRREL"  ....

We are loving this piece ..it has been fun and I chose something that I have wanted to do for a very long time (been running around in my brain forever) ..and while I really won't say what it is...I will say it has to do with the story of Wizard of Oz....almost like the continuing story, or the story not told.....my version totally.  The aftermath if you will....

So it does involve a 'story' that I have had in my brain forever...but now...I have to put it to paper (or computer)  ...I never write things down..well, maybe a word here and a word there...but the plot stays in my head....
The dilemma....it is firmly lodged in there...and is not responding well to coaxing it out...  
Once I start...it is like a burst water main ...can't find where to turn the source off ...
 Funny how years change a pattern.... 10 years ago this would never have been an issue....
The doll setting looks at me...I look at it , they smile...I smile ...drink 4 cups of coffee and say "Alrighty then...lets do this"....only to think  "SQUIRREL"  .....

I might have to get up tomorrow morning before the house stirs...when it's dark and cool and my family is fast asleep... make a big pot of coffee.... take out a pad of paper , sharpened pencil and have a go....

Richard says I sometimes make things way more difficult for myself than they should be ....perhaps, but when I see the whole story in my minds eye exactly how I know it should be....well...it has to be that very way....

Wish me luck....

Forever and a Day since I last Posted ...Honey I'm HOME!!

What is it about the fear of another social media that makes a person go running to a place that seems more comfortable and familiar even though they have not been there in a very long time... No, seriously...I am asking...for a friend of course....wink wink!  I have blogged for years (apparently under 3 different emails and 3 different blogs, I keep finding them) ...and then a friend suggested I would hit a larger crowd with something called Facebook....  hmmmmm!  I am now finding that larger crowds make me really nervous.  Well nine years later I am still hanging with Facebook and have severely neglected my beloved Blog....
Don't get me wrong...I have met some of the most amazing people on FB...who have turned into even more amazing friends and for that I will forever be grateful....
But lately like so many I am starting to feel rather odd and funky with all that's happening with FB....I feel like many that I am being watched, rated, categorized and used by outside forces that I feel like I need a shower!  Ick!  ....But I do know that when you get as large as FB it is hard to control who is abusing you and to what level of abuse they inflict.  

Maybe I will stay on FB if they get their SH** together...but after watching Zuckerberg saying 'sorry' that he help give trump the white house with the info he shared....I just want to slap his little 'young' face till it stings.  So I will hang back more on FB and try to be here daily in my neat and tidy little part of the much smaller Blog-O-Sphere ...safe, secure ...and chat to whomever wishes to listen...and if no one does....that's cool too ...because it is rather like talking  to myself anyway...which I do often when working....

So...back in the saddle of blog again...not sure what in the hell I will say...but then....isn't that the fun part...  Dolls, recipes, dog, husband,gardening pictures... bitching, moaning, praising...you get the idea.... Hang in there.....